Kid !!

You are a KID !!

A BIG kid !!

Childish lar you ~

>.<

Pretend ~

I'm not missing you

=)

Relationship

What is the relationship between YOU and ME
I really want to know


After you said you want to apart with me for a while
I really thought that you won't find me anymore
I really thought that you won't talked to me anymore


When i saw you on9, i damn nervous
I didn't know whether you will chat with me or not
And i couldn't believe that you will chat with me


You still call me soh poh when you were chatting with me
Ww just simplay chat ...
Chat about your work, your mobile and your homework
Suddenly you gave me a KISS
I BLUR
I don't know what was my feeling at that moment
I asked you why give me a kiss
You said just for fun


You asked me to call you
Call you for wat ??
On the phone
You didn't call my name but you called me soh poh
Just like when we were still together
When you wanted to hang up
You said somethings that start with " I "
I stopped you and told you not to say


You sms me early in the morning
Just like before
Told me what are you doing now
I didn't reply you because you were working
You called me in the afternoon and asked me why didn't reply your msg
You never do this before that ...
I said i just don't want to disturb your work
Then i asked you again why did you call me
You said
" Cause i am missing you lar.. Can't ??
I blur again ...
You are missing me ??!!


You said you still want me
I said if you still want me, you won't left me that day
You said
" If i didn't want you, now i won't find you and chat with you ~ "
What the hell you are thinking about ??!!


Everything just like before
Nothing changed


Actually i damn scare
I don't know what you want
I don't know what you trying to show
I don't know what is the relationship between US
You said APART, did mean we break up ??
Or other meanings ??


We are COUPLE ??
We are FRIEND ??
Or what ??


Can you tell me ??

I miss your hug

=)

Freacky !!

Today someone called me when i were boring
He is my friend, Freacky
He is a 18 years old guy and studying at Perth, Australia now
I were so damn happy because he called me from Australia !!
xD


Once i took up my phone
He asked me whether i still remember he or not
I said i sure still remember you
Then he laughed and we started to chat


He went there 2 months ago
We long time didn't chat
When he still at here, he will call me and chat
When i couldn't sleep, he is willing to accompany me
That's why my phone bill will damn expensive
Ahahahahahaha !!


He asked me how am i recently and got anyone bully me or not
I said
" honestly i am not very ok, someone bully me.. Can you help me to hit him ?? "
He damn shocked and asked me what's going on
I told him what 's going on and i started to CRY again !!
He damn NERVOUS and keep asking not to cry
He was trying to make me luagh by singing
His singging is WORST and i LAUGH !!
>.<


He told me to FORGET about HIM and don't cry again
He said he will come back to Malaysia next year during his school holidays
Wootsssss _____
I damn happy cause finally he comes back
Then i can have the FREE MEALS from him !!
Ngek ngek ngek ____


After 1 hour, he wanted to hang up
He said
" You wait me lar, i will come back soon ... "
" If i were your boy, i won't left you alone ... "
" I will make you SMILE everyday !! Am i nice ??!! ahahahahaha !! "
I damn blur, why he said like that ??
" Ahaha ~ yea, you are nice ... "
" So take care lar.. don't cry, drink more water and miss me !! " he said again
Ahahahahaha !!
Damn FUNNY ~ =.=
" You !! Don't always smoking !! " I said


Then we ended the converstion
Lalalalalalaaaaaaaa

The 2nd day

We didn't talk for 2 days

I miss him

=(

26.11.2008

I appeared off9
Cause i didn't want to let someone to disturb me
I saw soh lou was 0n9-ing now
I think he might be gaming or watching his downloaded show
So i think i better don't want to disturb him
I chit-chat to xuxu ling
We were just crapping !!
Muahahahahahaaaaaaa
>.<


Xuxu ling asked me to go selayang mall find her
Then she will bring me go to see cute hamsters
And also hamster gor gor
Damn swt ...


Soh lou came to find me
How he knows that i am on9-ing ??
Rupa rupanya is xuxu ling told him
Ahahahahahaha !!


He just call me soh poh then 0ff9
Xuxu told me soh lou wants me to call him
Damn weired
Why soh lou don't want to ask me to call him
But asked xuxu ling to tell me
Hmmm ..
I just didn't want to think so much ...


Once soh lou took up his hp
His sounds damn weired and i am started to worry
What's wrong with him ??
I asked him what's wrong with him
But he just keep on saying nothing


After a while he said something to me
" soh poh, we apart for a while ?? "
In the damn LOW volume
" harrrr ??!! wat are u saying just now ??!! "
Actually i heard what he said but i just want to comfirm


He didn't open his mouth for a few seconds
He said again
" soh poh, we just apart for a while.. "
I just BLUR
What the hell is going on now ??!!


I asked the reason why
He said he just want to settle evrything
His homework, jobs and relationships
He needs time
A LAME reason !!
T.T


Are you trying to say BYE BYE to me ??
No way !!
My tears came out again !!
I just can't clam down ..
Heart broken !!
Can i stick all the PIECESSES with glu ??
T.T


He knew i am crying
And keep asking me not to cry
I were trying to pretend that i am ok and didn't cry
But i think i failed ...


Feel want to scold bad words
Feel want to scream as loud as i can
Feel want to hit something hard
Just want to realease myself from HURTED


" soh poh, i am sorry.. Please don't cry... "
He said
" Please give me some times, let me settle all the things.. "
I said
" i didn't cry arrr.. I am laughing arr.. Ahahahaha !! "
Damn FAKE ~
He said again
" You didn't need to cheat me.. I know what are you doing now. "


Fine !!
You don't know me !!
If you knew me, you wouldn't left me ALONE !!
Don't need to PRETEND you know me enough
I cried loudly ...


" If you met someome better than me, just be with him ...
I don't mind ... "
He said again
" If didn't have, i hope you will give me 1 more chance.. "
What can i say ...
I don't know what can i say ..
Really ~


" Soh poh, i am sorry.. I love you... "

Once he said this
I just hang up the phone
I didn't want to listen anything came out from his mouth
Specially I AM SORRY
Say sorry for wat ??!!


I hate him ??!!
Maybe ...
Hate him why he wants to left me alone
AiiksSssss _____


I couldn't stop crying
I couldn't sleep


Raining now
I miss him
I miss him

Movieeeeeeeeeeeee

Damn damn damn excited today !!
There are many nice movies are SHOWING now
And also COMING SOON !!
Muahahahahahaaaaaa
xD


The 1st movie that I would like to watch is Guard Post 506
This is a HORROR Korean movie
This movie is talk about a strange murder case was occurred and many soldiers were killed but excpeted one
Everybody were cruelly crashed or cut off their neck
The only survived is in the coma and the case goes into mystery
They are facing a strange virus that makes the soldires become zombie ..
I watched the trailer of this movie
Damn HORRORBLE
Unfortunately the classification of this movie is 18SG
I think i should wear HIGH HEELS !!
Eheeeeeeeee


The 2nd movie that i would like to watch is Twilight
This is a action-packed and modern day love story between vampire and human
I like to watch this kind of movie
Two people from the different world are falling in love
For example vampire and human, ET and human, ghost and human ...
Blar blar blar ~
xD
This movie will be on the cinema on 27 November 2008
=)


Actually still got many movies
But i damn lazy to write it out
Quarantine, George Romero's Diary Of Death, REC and blar blar blar ~

TOO MANY !!
xD

- REC -

- Quarantine -

- George Romero's Diary of Death -

- Twilight -

- Guard Post 506 -

Tagggggggg

The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules. List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people


¤ Random Facts ¤
1. Wasting my time at home everyday !! T.T
2. Sleep and sleep and sleep and just sleep
3. Eat and eat and eat and just eat
4. Dating with spiderman ( net )
5. SMILE everyday !! =)
6. Miss HIM .. xD
7. My friends !!
8. Family !!


¤ Tags ¤
( copy from Mojojo and Jwen xD )
1. Mojojo
2. Jwen
3. Kah Yee
4. Jie Jun
5. Kenke
6. Xuxu Ling
7. Yuh Jiun
8. Jun Yao


¤ About me ¤
First name : Yitjin ( special har .. )
Nickname : Eugene, Ah Jie, Soh poh, Miss Chicken Wingz >.<
Name you wish you had : I love my name !!
What do normally people make mistake of your name? : Yu Jun, Yu Juin, Yit Juin.. Too many !! T.T
Birthday : 4th of February 1993 ( rmb my present !! xD)
Birthplace : KL
Time of Birth : Early in the morning
Single or Taken : Single =)
Zodiac Sign : Aquarius


¤ My Appearance ¤
How tall are you : 160cm ... TALLER a bit plsss !! T.T
Wish you were taller: Yup !! xD
Eye color : Black
Eye color you want : Black or brown
Natural Hair color : Black
Current Hair color : Black also
Short or long hair: Short ... MAN enough !!
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color : Yup ~ brown !!
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair : Nope
Glasses or contacts : Both !!
Do you wear make-up : Just 1 time ~ eheeeeee
Ever had hair extensions : Nope
Paint your nails : Yeah !!


¤ In the opposite gender ¤
What color eyes : Black luuuu
What color hair : Black luuuu
Shy or Outgoing : He is not shy at all !!
Sexy or Cute : Both !! xD
Serious or Fun : Both !! xD
Older or Younger than you: Older =)
A turn on: Hmmm ...
A turn off : Hmmm ...


¤ This or that ¤
Flowers or Chocolates : Both !! But I prefer CHOCOCLATE
Pepsi or Coke : Coke
Rap or Rock : Both !!
Relationship or One night stand: Anyone want to ONE NIGHT STAND ??!!
School or Work: School lifeeeee
Love or Money : Both !!
Movies or Music: Both are IMPORTANT !!
Country or City : City !!
Sunny or Rainy days : Raining.. Then sunny !!


¤ Have you ever ¤
Lie: Yup !!
Stole something: Yea !! xD
BUYSmoked : Yea ~ But not for myself !!
Hurt someone close to you : Yup !!
Broke someone's heart : Yup !!
Had your heart broken: Many times ... =(
Wondered what was wrong with you : hmmm ..
Wish you were a prince/princess : Maybe ??!!
Liked someone who was taken : hmm ..
Shaved your head : Dunnoe worrr ~
Used chopsticks : Yea !! But not vry good ~
Sang in the mirror to yourself : Always ~ ahahahahaha !!
Friends or Family: Both are IMPORTANT for meeee =)


¤ Favorites ¤
Flower : As long as that flower are not SMELLY !! xD
Candy: As long as can put into my MOUTH !!
Song : If i were a boy - Beyonce ( recently )
Scent : hmmm ...
Colour : COLOURFUL !!
Movies: Als long as NICE movie !!
Singer : No specific one
Word : blar blar blar ~ xD
Junk food: CHOCOLATE !! xD
Website : Blogspot ( recently )
Location: All around the world !!
Animal : ALL excpect somethings ugly and dirty and disgusting !!


¤ Misc ¤
Ever cried over someone : Always !! I think ~
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself : Damn many ~ xD
Do you think you're attractive : Sometimes ~ ahahahahaha !! =)
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose: I prefer CARTOON !! ( Mojojo, kakilang !! ) xD
Do you play any sports: Swimming !!

Raining Night

It is 2.50am in the MIDNIGHT
I can't sleep
Just can't stop thinking about something
Something that are USELESS
I just feel i am STUPID !!
I am FOOLISH enough !!


It is RAINING now
It makes me to think about MY BOY
It makes me to think about what he have done

It makes me to think about EVERYTHING !!

What should i do now ??

Should i give him a LAST CHANCE ??

Should i TRUST him like before ??

I am CONFUSING now !!

I am FUCKING falling in love with him

I am FUCKING appreciate what am i having

But does he ??

I don't know ...

Feel want to walk in the POURING RAIN

CRY out hardly babe !!

What The Hell Is Going On ??!!

This is the second post that I created at 18 november 08

Without any reason

Today I opened my pc from 2.00 in the afternoon til now

I signed in my FS account

Reply my comments and testis, friend requests and blar blar blar

Listening to my fav song - Beyonce " If I Were A Boy "

I know he uploaded new photos

That's why viewed his profile

Got anyone knows that his new photos are edited by ME ??!!

I think nobody know before you see my blog

Or been told by he and me

I saw something UNBELIEVEABLE
I couldn't believe those such stupid things

What can i say ??

I saw the featured friends in your profile still is that girl's profile
I saw the testis sent by that girl to you
All about i love you, i miss you
I saw the comments that given by that girl to you in your photos
All about lao gong, i love u, u so yeng, muackzz !!
I saw what had you reply to her
All about i love too, i miss you too, muackzz !!

Can anyone tell me what the hell is going on ??!!
Can YOU tell me what the hell is going on ??!!

Don't you think about ME ??
Don't you think about the feeling ??

Don't you know how it's hurt ??

Is that enough to prove that you still have relationship with her ??

Is that enough to prove that you are playing with me ??

Is that enough to prove that your love is just a LIE ??

Is that enough to prove that everythings you have done are FAKE ??

Blar blar blar ...

I am FUCKING angry babe !!
Can't stop scolding something rudes
Can't stop screaming like a crazy people
Can't stop crying
What the hell is going on ??!!

What are you gonna to do ??

I am really very FUCKING mad of what had happen

And what the hell you have done to me

I am FUCKING angry with you babe

I am FUCKING sad what you have done babe

I am FUCKING hate you babe

I am FUCKING dissapointed with you babe

I am FUCKING hurted babe

I just can't stop asking myself

What the hell is going on ??!!

Tired ~

DAMN IT !!
Damn tired today !!
My mum woke me up at 12.30pm
And keeps nagging, nagging and nagging ...
But i still not willing to wake up
I want to sleep !!
My mum looked at me and told me not to sleep back
Then she kicked me down from my bed
I want my blanket !!
T.T


I sat on the floor and felt want to close up my eyes
I need a stick to support my eyes !!
STICK plssss !!
I was trying to make myself clear
WAKE UP !!


I cried whole night yesterday
Someone made me cried
But i think he doesn't know i cried
He didn't realise when i was talking to him in the phone
I lied to him that i am getting flu
But actually i was crying that time
>.<


He told me nothing is forever
Just appreciate wat are we having now
What can i say ??
I just pretended i don't care about it and laughed
Actually my tears were all over my face
I think that time my face looked damn ugly
Ahahahahaha !!


Maybe this is the reason why do i feel damn tired
xD

我的偶像 !!

Agyness Deyn
Burberry的模特儿


Agyness身材高挑
白皙的肌肤
有着一双灰蓝色眼珠的眼睛
她的一头金色超短发是她的特点


Agyness的风格很有个人的味道
She is damn cool !!
muahahahahahaaaaa










只是3张有关Agyness的照片
因为蛮懒得upload
ahahahahahaha !!


更多有关Agyness Deyn
浏览以下的网站
http://nymag.com/fashion/models/adeyn/agynessdeyn/
http://www.style.com/peopleparties/modelsearch/person3958

快乐

11月6日
也是我们三年二班的class party
我去xuxu的家等她准备了一切后
便和她一起到shumeen家去


一路上
我迷迷糊糊地在车上睡着了
因为真的很累 ...
Zzzzzz ~
没睡多久
我们便到了shumeen家


那里已经有蛮多的人
我帮忙我的shumeen
把饮料搬到草场
去到草场
看到全部的男生都在那里


soon，yong sheng blar blar blar
一看到我
便说
" yorrr ~ ah jie穿到很性感 .. "
我无奈 ...


把所有的东西都搬到草场去后
男生们便帮忙起火
我和其他女生便玩扑克牌打发时间
我们不是烂赌larrr !!
=.=


差不多晚上7点
party就开始了 !!
我们有很多东西吃
chicken wings, 意大利面, nudgets blar blar blar


今天男生们都很gentleman
都很乐意帮忙
平时他们在班上都不是这样子的
几个男生都很好
kitzai, hong shen, ngau zai, chee hui, reuben
blar blar blar
帮忙烧鸡翼给女生吃
连自己的那一份也忘了


我们有吃有笑的
你zat我一下, 我zat你一下
ahahahahaha !!


突然下起了雨
真的是天不作美
我们手忙脚乱地把所有的东西
统统搬到附近的一个凉亭
又继续我们的class party


我, xuxu, ching和shumeen忙着拍照
当然也不会忘了自拍合照
自恋的我们 ??
ahahahahaha !!


当然我们不会忘了蛋糕
我们要帮4个朋友庆祝生日
kitzai, yong sheng, pui mum和shya
但主角还是kitzai !!


本来美美的一个蛋糕
最后还是变得面目全非 ...


脸上都有蛋糕的cream
我们开心地笑着 ...
滑稽的动作也秀出来了 ..


时间越来越晚了
该回家都回家了 ~
有的男生洗了脸后便到cc去打机 ~
有的便在收拾残局 ~
有的还在BBQ ~
而我便也几个朋友荡秋千去了
我的最爱 !!


hong sheng帮我改了个花名
miss chicken wings
原因是我一直吵着要吃鸡翼
鸡翼好吃mahhhh
所以一直要吃luuuuu ~


我该时候回家了
突然有些感触
什么时候可以在见那些熟悉的脸孔 ??
熟悉的笑容和笑声 ...
滑稽的动作 ...
男生们围在一起讲yam things的画面 ...
xD
还有很多很多 ....


我会很想你们的
三年二班 !!
ahahahahaha !!
>.<

Class Party !!

copy from http://shumeen.blogspot.com/

玩得开心点 !!
玩得疯狂点 !!
最好玩到sot掉 !!
muahahahahaaaaaa

Let's party !!